so long last post~! { Monday, August 27, 2012 @ 11:51 PM }

yo i'm back. oh wells havnt been very active lately since im also a busy person! lols guess im just too lazy and couldnt be bothered to blog anymore uh?D; sians but heys here im at least! kaez so todayy's my first session at mtps! well it's kinda.. i dunno how to describe the feeling le.. nt say fulfilling i would say definitely as compared to tuition and stuff like that.. but really kinda.. sad.. LOL yeah funny me.. no not becos i just reach home and it's oso not becos i've just wasted my time there doing nth but looking at someone conducting the session and no it's not becos im so evil and trying to participate just for personal benefits.. it's.. the people going there that's making me sad! and no not becos of their touching stories! gosh totally.. guess im just too sensitive and emotional at times AND THAT IS JUST SO IRRITATING! RARR! ;x lols anyways guess i'll be back for a few more sessions to see if i like it or not ba. kinda interesting at the same time getting to hear the different voices from the singaporeans themselves. seeking help, waiving fines, bla bla.. LOL oh wells what to do since im just too bored and couldnt find anything better to do. LOL kaez so guess thats all ba blog again when i bother to. LOL choy hope i blog soon ba gotta rest soon tmr still working le.. recently got tests gotta mug le.. sians kaez so sayonaras!

stayover! { Monday, August 20, 2012 @ 10:33 AM }

well it's since forever i last stayover at anyone's house! yep so last night out of desperation me cy jh and zm decided to stayover! LOL. nah such a pity only the 4 of us when the rest wanna go home?XD kaez then then    yep this week has been quite a week since i pass ftt on eh.. monday i guess? lols tues was the tuition + tuition   +tuition! whoa triple tuitions aint funny alright! totally shack out ttm.. in addition the stupid ammo course which has a test coming on fri, which i mugged so hard, and yet flunk?-.- lols at least managed to pass or else have to retake sia.. LOL. yep and friday before the test was blood donation! lols since forever i last donated blood seh! like year 6 or smth? lols well at least im still healthy and living so i shld do my part to donate!XD perhaps thats one of the reasons why i flunk my test as well! hmmm.. LOL nvm dont blame it. oh well really too busy recently, with my uni applications, tuition, ammo courses and projects, gosh life's just so busy! how i wish i shld have done some of these craaps earlier of the year when i wasnt so busy?XD guess it's just fate that pushes everything to u at one go and for u to manage ur own time huh?-.- looking forward to the hk trip in early sep with my mum? LOL sians finally a chance to relax but some how i dont feel so.. lols. kaez guess thats that for now. gtg, adieus!

pass my ftt! { Wednesday, August 15, 2012 @ 1:16 AM }

yosh! well ytd was a good day since i passed my FTT!;D like finally.. though i only took 1 prac lesson only..=.= oh well hope next week im more free? lols these few days dunno why always so so so so busyyy.. no matter during work, after work or even on weekends.. gosh sians life sucks why cant it be more chillax? XD kaez so yep today's nth much went back to queensway sec for the tuition helping out thing again and yeah.. finally managed to interact with the kids since there's more ppl today? lol, and oh ya.. feeling so old right now? cos when i saw the kids there it really reminded me of my sec schl days.. gosh sians. LOL. oh well guess i shld stop feeling so jaded and get a life?XD then evening did a double tuition again since everyone's on CA2 now.. gosh damn sians sia. tired. till next time ba, bbyes!

national day gonna be! { Thursday, August 09, 2012 @ 12:48 AM }

hello world! well now it's national day! yay public holliday! so long since i last had one.. LOL. oh well.. so yep life's pretty alright today, went to sembawang camp for some parade and yes gotta march like since god knows dunno when. lols like finally gotta march siol.. as an officer?XD lol alright so was pretty draggy the parade since there was always rehearsals and the actual one, not forgetting the prize presentation and stuff.. while everyone else is standing in the hot sun. almost everyone?-.- lols yeah then was the games and bonding session and blah.. ytd night was much more awesome la since i stayed over at bryan's place and gosh though i was kinda late and we didnt accomplish much, it was till quite a stayover..XD kaez then then yep guess thats all for today? tmr thr's tuition in morning-early afternoon then i dunno what else to do le.. go home watch ndp ba!XD see how the fireworks work this year since i actually took a look at the actual ops..XD kaez so guess thats all nights ppl! maybe dota 1 or 2 games before i slp? kaez ciaos!

random! { Tuesday, August 07, 2012 @ 9:38 PM }

hey people! well guess i havnt been blogging very frequently recently.. thanks to dota 2 i guess? lols ever since i gt the game i've been jio-ed whenever im online to play.. so thats why? LOL! oh well no excuses. well today's kinda a good day since it's the first day i took a leave?XD yay like first day le! really my first leave in my entire NSF career that i took by myself!;DDD yayyyy but anyway it's just a halfday leave..;x and moreover, it's ridiculous as it was intented for some volunteering tuition session. gosh damn and worse still.. then session was only an hour long? which means i spent half day leave just for that hour..-.- thanks uh renhao!=.= oh well somemore he pangseh me tgt with keith today.. omg damn bad! lucky there's someone going along with me so still alright la not so awkward i guess? but it's pretty awkward since the someone who was with me was a girl? and it's been god knows how long since i last talked to a girl of my age or near? like properly la.. so the convo went smth like this..

her:'hi'
me:'hello'
-awkward silence for like maybe 1min as we walked to the schl-
me:'so you are from rj?'
her:yeah..
-awkward silence for like maybe 1min as we walked to the schl-
-cycle continues-

GOSH OMG. TOTALLY PAISEH SIA..D; LOL! oh well im a shy boy so whtever..;x kaez hope renhao and keith dont pangseh me anymore uh! or else i would really be quite piss off hmph. alright so guess thats all for now ba. going bryan's house for stayover now cos tmr's at sembawang camp which is freaking far from my house? sians so thats all tadas people!

boring day.. { Friday, August 03, 2012 @ 12:25 AM }

heyyo! well today's a pretty boring day, since our OA computers were all down?XD totally hilarious when i came back from duty rushing to office just to realise that everyone's just chilling/slping/playing.. LOL i was like wth is going on?! lols.. sians alright so yep boring day, but managed to entertain myself with a book and yeah since forever it was so chill already. this week has been pretty awesome le.. not to mention ytd's MP raid?XD so scary man!D; yeah shallnt mention the details but yeah damn scary can! omg sians. then gt delayed for duty only manage to reach pyad like.. 1630? lols.. so yep guess thats that for ytd. duty was all the same old chillax night.. nth much happened anyway.. then today's the OA down day so there wasnt any work i could do without the com?XD what an excuse but it's totally true.. showing how reliant on computer im now!D; lols kaez guess thats all.. came home wanted to dota but was fixing my steam till now. suddenly got some stupid error..-,- gosh now the dl and login and stuff is damnnnn slow sia. lols kaez shall wait for the dl to finish and maybe game 1 match of dota2? lol yeah recently started dota2 since they bothered to send me an access right for the beta game..XD yay so finally can join the guys in playing.. but kinda boring already since there's nt much changes but the graphic and ppl nowadays dont really farm anymore, they gank and stick.. so boring.. lols kaez so guess thats all for now. ciaos tmr duty again lols this week 2 duties back to back in 3 days sia.. shiok uh!-.- kaez nights ppl!