random day { Friday, June 29, 2012 @ 12:54 AM }

heyyo! well life's good again!XD it's been pretty chill lately with the near completion of my investigation + nt much superiors around during this pt of time thanks to ndp. lols, really wanted a chance to participate in ndp one le but pity no slot. perhaps shld go take a look also can ba.XD kaez kaez thenthen today's been quite a chill day, at least for me larh?XD yep and tmr's friday! so today had work and tuition w the sistars after work.. gosh they are getting out of hands lately since they are so hyper active.. or is it me who is lacking the energy as it's after one long day of work? lols i dunno la sians sometimes do feel bad when im quite tired and could not explain to them properly cos i was teaching them while falling aslp?;x lols kaez so guess thats that already. gotta go recently caught onto love rain.. gosh yoona is so pretty... but taeyeon is cuter!;x kaez adios!

love { Monday, June 25, 2012 @ 1:28 AM }

what is love? such a simple yet enigmatic word. everybody wants it, craves for it, seeks it and yes, some even possess it all along. but so how many learnt to appreciate it or still, to take it for granted.
we all know how to say 'i love u' but how many of us actually mean it? or still, how many of us actually know what is love? so what exactly is it that we actually mean?
is it the romance and happiness be it materialistic or not, that i'm capable of providing u with?
Being important to one another, to be there whether u are in joy or pain - to embrace u when u need me the most?
Willing to go through all pains and sufferings just to protect you from being hurt? - To sacrifice, to even willing to let go of the person u hold most dearly just because you understand the fact that being with you could never bring her the happiness that she wants. to realise that u are the source of her sufferings..
Or better still, is it the perfect synergy between you and yr love one, the way that both of you perfectly understand one another's feeling, thoughts, desires and concerns - the ultimate companionship? the perfect soul mates?
so many unique manners and so many different expressions, all used to describe this four-letter word. that just shows how subjective love is to everyone here. but every love comes expectation and hope from your partners. the more u care about, the more u hope for and the more u give and sacrifice for this love. how this love turns out to be will depend heavily on how the couple uses this trust and faith they have for one another to create more surprises, happiness and yes, 'love' in return for one another. yes send the love on.
It just sounds so simple yet so hard to accomplish. with time, environment and communities, people changes over time. purposes and goals in life varies as well. what we deemed important 10 years ago seems so minute now. everything that seems loving in the past just doesn't matter anymore, and all these 'love's that were sent on just 'died'.. what happened to the 'happily ever after?' are all the fairy tales wrong? or is it that they weren't meant to exist in the first place?
some would just take this as a pinch of salt, but hey, look back into your life, what do you actually love? or what did you actually love? what changed u and the things you love or perhaps the changes in u and yr love? how about the change in the way u love?
Perhaps it's never too late to look back, but sometimes, we have to accept that past does not change, and people move on, so must u..


haish, it was jus some smses w xulie and a movie. some after thoughts this is. gosh Love In Disguise is totally awesome movie man! wangleehom is awesome guy ttm. not to mention liu yifei!XD kaez so thats all for today, gonna slp le tmr still gt run and work le. still own my boss a IR to complete.D; kaez nights people!

the right decision { Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 11:49 PM }

hey all! well today's really busy as well with the investigation. went on meeting in morning at plad again. gosh this time round, totally missed the bus and gotta take 182 to plc and WALK IN. gosh reminding me of my route march route sia..XD but good memories la and yep. sweat quite alot but lucky i was still early and managed to finish up my work quite a bit. however, this investigation just got complicated. would u ever compromise safety for sympathy or will u just take the role of the bad guy and enforce this at all cost? haish thats why being 2lt is not as easy as u think it is. lols alright guess there's nth much i can blog abt today as well since it's been a busy work day. tmr's the due date for investigation report, hope i can complete on time ba. ciaos ppl!

OT! { Wednesday, June 20, 2012 @ 11:18 PM }

heyyo. well today's really tiring with all the investigation going on + 2 X assessments. gosh tiring ttm sia.. somemore gotta ot just now to nuh to visit a serviceman who was injured? gosh soso busy. was late for tuition for almost 15min. so bad to stewart la..;x kaez so today's real busy but kinda a bad day too. well thanks to the dinner at NUH. -.- sians. dont really wanna blog much naoo.. lols just too tired and sian to blog i guess.. haish.. kaez shall blog again tmr ba ciaos.
the same location, the same bak chor mee, the different u.. what abt me?

on course on course on course! { Tuesday, June 19, 2012 @ 12:21 AM }

gosh damn sian my ammo course is finally finishing! left with 2 + 1 assessment to go and yeah gonna finish it damn soon!XDD yayyy finally. kinda getting sibei boring already but yep lucky it's ending soon! well lets see.. today's really nth much since there's just lessons and chillax time for almost the whole afternoon since it was really chillax. cant really do much stuff oso lols just managed to done up some random event again taking initiatives. gosh so sians life at work now seems so mundane but nevertheless it's the people that makes the place interesting! well alright then tmr still got one whole day of practical and assessment to go so gotta rest le. omggg i really slow but yes im so into payphone by maroon 5 recently. gosh but the mv really meant nuts man. totally irrelevant.-,- but enjoying the song as it cant stop playing on my window media player!XD kaez so guess thats all for now till tmr bbyes!

life's unfair { Sunday, June 17, 2012 @ 11:48 PM }

gosh just realise this.. haish life's precious isnt it? yet another person i know left the world. haishhh.. so scary. they were newly-wed! gosh how unfair life is!! and worse still lta najib was a awesome guy, a great instructor.. may u find peace sir, RIP.

MASS EFFECT 2 DONE! { 11:45 PM }

hello people! well yep i've just completed mass effect 2!XD well it was a pretty long journey, spent 3 nights? or slightly more chionging the game and yep finally finished it. gotta say it's final boss was wayyyyyyyyyyyyy easier than the mass effect 1's boss! lols well i really preferred 1 to 2 sia..D; in terms of game play or story line or anything. well mass effect 2 did squeeze in lots of exciting climax plot towards the end.. especially when all my teammates start dying..=.= just reminded me of how terrible a player i was unable to unlock all the conversation options. haish! but oh well overall it's a wonderful game! looking forward to mass effect 3! well it just takes time for me to get it but yeah will finish it! but heard the ending sucks?;x shall finish it and see how 1st ba. oh well today's really chillax just home and mass effect whole day long, went out for lunch at jp mac using the 10 bucks voucher i gt from the safac anniversary day duty. LOL well kinda worth it i guess? and went on to bb for another round of tuition with stewart. gosh i spent like 3 lessons per week on him for the past 2 weeks already! gosh the tuition fee's gotta be a bomb!;O well that kinda benefits me more but hey.. i dont teach plainly for the money oks!XD well see how ba already giving 10% discount le but guess it'll still cost pretty high. yeah tmr's got live run! finally after so so long.. last fri missed it since i was pretty busy in the morning flunking my SA course's test? didnt study for half the qns and did pretty badly. gosh sians alright talk no more. adieus!

tired { Saturday, June 16, 2012 @ 11:21 PM }

heyyo! well ytd was really fun and had a stayover at lizhi's place so didnt manage to blog. oh well but the bbq was really awesome! with all the meat and meat and more meat! the home-made patty was really delicious!XD well then chill at his place and guess i was too tired so fell aslp like at 1plus? where everyone else slpt at abt 3plus. oh well left earlier since i didnt expect myself to stayover. went home rest and chill and went groceries shopping with my mum and yeah the usual saturday. with a coffee sponge cake again.-.- lols yeah but this time round seems more successful perhaps cos it's a bigger cake?;x oh well it was fun making it. kaez really tired. did some jogging just now and now im beat dead. gotta rest soon or im having a feeling of falling sick real soon. kaez so thats all ciaos!

DUTY on anniversary.D; { Wednesday, June 13, 2012 @ 12:05 AM }

hi people! wassup! well so sad right im on duty tmr and damn i'm having duty at pyad.. cant have fun with my guys at safra yishun. lols. well nt entirely a bad thing but oh well not that bad either. at least could chill at py doing my own stuff?XD or standby for activation i shld say?XD hmm.. then then these few days seems to be tiring since im on course?-.- gosh i just realise that i left my isac card in encik cheong's com!D; holy shit wonder what will happen when he sees that on monday..D; sians lols. kaez nvm so yep tmr's safac anniversary and seems to be alot of fun going on. hope i wont miss out too much even though im missing everything? gosh and im just getting a 10 bucks mac voucher?D; gsab gave 30bucks last year which's more than safac?! sians alright shld not complain as since im at least getting smth.XD kaez so guess thats all ba till thursday, ciaos!

EURO12! { Tuesday, June 12, 2012 @ 1:00 AM }

well i guess im not in the right time to catch euro 12 since i'm often slp deprived and tmr there's a bloody test for my course..=.= gosh sians kaez so guess only 1st half of france and england will do. sians life sucks just when i thought im on course it's actually so so boring and time-wasting?;s well i asked for it. kaez so no 2nd half for me since i need slp. nights world!

fun weekend { Sunday, June 10, 2012 @ 11:51 PM }

well sorry peeps duty on friday sat was too tired so didnt bother blogging thus here i am blogging on a sunday night! well gotta say today's really fun going out with the usual guys and talking cock playing lan watching movie eating astons.. XD how i miss them since i havnt been going out with them for 2 weeks already due to various complications.;x LOLS oh well yep thats how i spent today and it's pretty awesome. just ended my day with a tuition from 8 to 10 and yes i was late for lesson as douby ghaut to bukit batok takes forever and going to steward's house takes another 20min. gosh reach abt 815pm?;x been kinda late for some of the lessons recently, perhaps thaanks to the increased frequency of lessons? gosh alright. so thats that for today nth much to blog abt.. haish. then then friday duty was awesomeeeee TO THE MAXXX. lols was christopher's ORD treat and ordered tons of 'zi cha' for ourselves! gosh totally so so cool can!XD yep and sat! well usual stuff. went on to tuition and then evening went jurong lake run trg! wow it was pretty awesome running in the lake! refreshing air, beautiful scenery, pretty girls.. oops.;x LOL no la but kinda awkward since i was alone. must learn to jio ppl to run with me next sat! lols shld be doing it again since it's quite a awesome run. XD but 10km was like quite challenging at the end since i just did some speed trg on fri.. gosh couldnt keep up with the leads and tot was i cmi, ended up they were running like 45mins?!D; gosh so damn scary. kaez so guess thats all for now. blog again tmr if i got the chance. nowadays life seems buzzy thanks to tuition. thank god i found smth to keep myself busy, or else i really dont know what i'll be doing now. haish kaez ciaos~

super tired day { Tuesday, June 05, 2012 @ 11:37 PM }

heyyo! well ytd and today dont seem to be very busy especially when there's no tuition at all! lols so after work basically just go home and chill and rest. quite relaxing la but still! im just so tired.. D; must be puberty!;x lols great im so immature i guess..-,- whtever but really le. when i reach camp today i cant even work properly that i fell aslp during work without me even knowing?D; and worse part still.. RSM came walking in and tada~ i was caught.. LOL!XD totally awkward la when he smile at me i smile at him.. aiyo so embarrassing! kaez then rest of the day was pretty alright with chill workload and yeah kinda have no office to belong to recently since i have no table to return to..D; today early fall out, or shld i say everyone else in camp late fall out while we fall out on time?;x so yep reach home pretty early. starting watching bai quan nu wang - My queen on funshion.. lols just too bored with life and all the gossip girls i guess. haish wasting life away like i always do. kaez thats that blog again next time. tmr gt tuition so gonna end pretty late. sians yep so guess thats all tadas!

late dinner! { Saturday, June 02, 2012 @ 12:26 AM }

hi people. well today's quite an awesome day but since events that happened are classified, no blogging about it!;x oh well just gotta say it's really cool and awesome day at work. perhaps will get to know more about it when im on duty on sunday?D; gosh this mth's duty came so fast.. like sunday have 1st duty le! lols kaez well then after work went on to chill and dinner with the sierra p1s3! lols was really catching up with all the long lost mates and their lives at respective unit and suddenly i realise.. majority of us ended in CSSCOM?XD LOL totally la. but im the only infantry there though..XD haiyo oh well.. had late late SUPER late dinner at everything with fries and just chatted the whole night till 11pm++ when we finally decided to go home or else there wont be anymore last train..XD well it's a really gd catching up session and long missing personnel like matthew and marc were present! lols well guess the next time such thing is happening will be 3 mths time or even longer le?D; lols kaez guess im just no life wont go out unless kenna jio. LOL kaez so thats that for today.. tmr's tuition + lan day.. hope i can cut my hair as well as to get a ATM card replacement tmr as well since sunday i have duty sia.. haish, life sucks. but no matter what happens it still goes on... lols kaez so bbyes!

the day the ATM ATE MY CARD!D; { Friday, June 01, 2012 @ 12:51 AM }

gosh today's a busy day, morning was chill though didnt have to wake up early to go camp as i was going plad for co conf and thank god pl is so near my house!XD woke up like 630am?XD finally sia! lols then then hmm.. co conf was usual, well feel kinda bad since i could not finish wht i was supposed to do but may was really a busy week sio! range range and range and blah. now this. LOL oh well.. nvm abt that ba. then then.. after co conf went back base to catch up with the lost time and work while chilling and talking crap to ppl.XD totally hilarious la since there was no reg arnd and all was just fooling around.XD kaez kaez then then after work went on to bb for tuition with the sistar. gosh was so difficult to teach them today as they just cant concentrate on holidays!-.- but if im in their shoes i would understand..;x though part of me just know whts right for them. DAMN im growing old..D; LOL! oh well nvm. did my job till 9pm and went on to deposit my pay. gosh just when i was collecting the receipt and keeping it.. MY NETS CARD GOT EATEN BY THE HUNGRY ATM!DDDD; stupid atm! RARRRR! gosh was totally stunned and spamming cancel butten and ended up calling help line.. just to find out that nth can be done and i have to make a new card, though it's free..-.- LOL some security system this is!=.= oh well cant blame them for having good securities right? grr ah just my luck. kaez guess thats all for today ba gotta slp now. tmr's the new bus service from bb mrt @ 0640.. hope i can wake up and make it. lols kaez adieus amigos!